k i've changed my link. i shall be annoying and say this..

ASK ME PERSONALLY FOR THE BLOG LINK. :)

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I kid. Here it is: http://lydialeoh.blogspot.com/ i'm actually reusing my previous blogspot account so there are some really old entries there still!

I know you* won't be able to resist following me. I mean, if you're so obsessed with me that you even have the time to Google me and trawl through all the results.. *shrugs*

Anyway it was a great time Onsugar! :D

LA Candy

The sequel: Sweet Little Lies

Soooo when holidays started I lent Atikah this two books to read, and to ensure that she DID read the book I made her do a book review for me. Recently she finished it and just last night she emailed me the review. I laughed all the way each time I read(past-tense) it. Which is about 5 times so far. Take a look:

Are y'all excited to know what's going on in the second book now?? GO BUY IT! It's really worth your money! :D And the covers are bloody chio ok.

Lauren Conrad should so pay me for this advertising.

Been neglecting this space for.. nothing. Twitter, maybe? I don't have, like, a second private blog or something. Unless you count Tumblr, but there's nothing on my Tumblr because I only created an account just to see all the pretty Tumblr stuff. :) There's just something about logging in and seeing a whole collection of pretty and.. WOW photos awaiting your perusal.

So I'm back to school next month, commencing Semester 3.1, and no doubt time is gonna fly. It feels like I only just started attending TP. I kinda don't want year 3 to start, much less end, cos I have to answer questions like, what are you gonna do Lydia? What do you wanna be? and live up to expectations like, You have to go to university. Well, I highly doubt I will be able to enter a local uni, unless I get a 4.0 GPA for the next 2 semesters, which is possible but not very probable for me. And I don't really fancy going overseas to study.. Aunt Dorothy asked me to go over to Aussie to study after I'm finished with poly and if I can't enter a local uni. Hur, imagine if I did and I come back with an Aussie accent! Hahahaha!

But, I really dk what I wanna do though. I guess I should do something law-related, and not waste this Diploma, additionally its not like I was the one who paid for it.. Plus it's not that I don't like law, per se. Some types of law are dry and boring, but the word "law" just seems to hold some sort of appeal to me. funny, really, how when I say I'm studying Law & Management, most people would pounce excitedly on the word "law" and forget the "& management".

And I'm kinda confused about what I wanna/am gonna do. I know God has a plan for my life, and he made me for a purpose. I just don't know what it is, whether I'm living it, how to know for sure that i'm doing it right.

I'm so annoyed my digicam images are too big for Onsugar to handle pft. There's Christmas dinner at PX's house, Farhana's birthday surprise, Haziqah & Atikah's birthday surprise, Valentine's day etc. Haiyaaaa!

Anyway I can't wait for the holidays alr!! After the last paper bimbs are gonna go cycling and before I fly off to Aussie Baby and I are gonna spend some awesome time together :) Cycling, WWW, G-Max etc, and Imma drag him to gym too :) That includes after I come back of cos! Cos he's gonna be so freeeee :( No more school! But that means he's entering NS soon :(

Aiyah, nvm lah we'll cross that bridge when we come to it. :) I'm looking forward to the holiday next month, cos we're staying with my mum's friend and her new place has got a pool in their own backyard! How cool is that! I'm definitely gonna tan. :) And even though Perth itself has nothing much and that's where we've always gone, I'm sure I'll enjoy myself because heck, it's a holiday with my mum! Awesome girly timeeee. :) And before that if I have enough cash Imma go for Brazilian. HEH (Y) What? Everything must try once. :)

But well, before that I have to totally own the asses of my papers. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE I PROMISE I WILL BE A GOOD GIRL PLEASE LET ME MAINTAIN MY As PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PRETTY PLEASEEEEE~

Aww mannnnn I haven't watched Skins season 5 even though I heard it isn't that bad actually. But omggg I miss the previous cast. :( I want EFFY! And yknow until now I still can't believe Freddie died just like that wtf it's been almost a year since I finished watching it and I'm still in denial HAHAHA.

Proper photographers or plain perverts?

There're so many lecherous 'photographers' out there and I just have to voice my feelings out here. I guess in Singapore there're quite a lot of these kind of guys, just because they have a DSLR etc and they prance around with it and take smutty shots and they call themselves 'photographers'. It's such an insult to those who are REAL photographers please!

I know there are prolly a few photographers who are reading this right now.. if you're someone like that - you disgust me. I've had quite a few messages from some photographers, who pretend to be so nice and professional initially, but a few messages later they just ... -___- For goodness sake, please display some professionalism and AT LEAST A MODICUM of respect for the other party. So far my shoots have been ok.. If I ever get a photographer who says stuff such as "CHEST OUT, TOP PULL DOWN SOME MORE, LEGS WIDER, BUTT QIAO ABIT MORE", I will walk out of the fucking shoot, I swear.

First off, I'm posing for a fashion shoot - not for some smutty website or for your sick pleasures.

Secondly, I know how low my top can go before it goes from tasteful to slutty. I don't care if you're paying me. You can jolly well take your money and pay some other girl who would be willing to pose nude for you. Or even better, save the money. Just stay home and watch porn, like that cheaper, safer also. Unless you watch child porn - then you fucking deserve to be caught by the police lah.

I once met this guy who arranged for us to do a shoot. He was very insistent on seeing what clothes I had and, annoyed, I lied saying that my laptop's webcam is spoilt.. Bloody wanker still can ask me to download Skype!!! JUST FOR HIM!!! As though he's paying me $5K for the shoot liddat, siao. I have been completely ignoring him ever since hahaha. And recently I found he has been banned from a certain club on Facebook because, I quote "he's so shit - amateur photog and talk so much, no portfolio".

I'm still very new to this industry, but it doesn't mean I don't know my own rights. SOMETIMES (sometimes only kay, cos other times I'm really busy), if I don't reply emails, it simply means I don't have a good feeling about shooting with you. And you know, women's sixth sense is really accurate. :)